Diary entry: Braces, Love, Addictions and Alchemists

The past week pass real fast. Major things that happened, other than the usual interesting ambulance calls which I won't/can't/prefer not to divulge but I can share it personally if we meet, I got BRACES. Yep, about time. It'll take 2 years or so so not all my uni life will be affected by it. :) or rather :#. Hahaha I had to save up enough the past few months to get them. Since young I really needed them but I didn't get the financial/ moral support so, I had to get them myself=work=after JC. It's an investment to me. Damn it really is uncomfortable now but I guess in the long run with a long life inshaallah, it'll be worth it.

In other news, I watched Love, Rosie recently. Not really a great emotional story but I like the maturity and the cuteness of the story. SWEET DIABETES, god. Especially Rosie's toast at Alex's wedding. The longing.. desperation.. and disappointment.. The disappointment was very well played out in my opinion. As if trying to say "This is Life. Just get on with the flow."  RealIy sweet.. :3 Which reminds me of my very pathetic love life. After DB, I stopped texting Dawn or Tessa(whom left me hanging anyway hahaha). No more "wake up" or "breakfast delivery" msges. Well, I do want to get married only when I'm >28 and when I'm successful inshaallah. That means I have 4 more years to find a soulmate and about 4 years of getting to know her. Now, if I do get into a serious relationship, I won't put too much effort into it I think. Also, this means about 6+ years to put my success plans into action. Inshaallah I can make it. Amin :)))

One cigarette. One suck. One puff. Cough. Cough. Cough. Take it back! Wth. Not nice at all man.. . It taste really bad and the smell lingers in your mouth. And it is really smoky to the point of choking. In my opinion, there is no use to smoking. It makes you giddy, a little high, that's it. Although you do socialize as you smoke, but couldn't you do it without smoking? Such a waste of money and health. Ironically the people who smokes discouraged me.  Does this equate hypocrisy? That is one addiction there is no point in getting into. Speaking of addiction, I went to Zouk the previous Friday which I deemed as my last time there. Gareth Emery was playing at Velvet Underground with his "State of Trance" genre of music. It is not the grooving kind of music but rather the serenity or enjoyment of the music itself, so the people there were just lifting their hands and absorbing the music. I like Dash Berlin's trance song "Shelter" a lot. It's good. But anyway, I spent my time at Phuture with DJ Ghetto in the house. There was this really cute Chinese girl I was dancing with but she was so so drunk around 2am her friends apologetically brought her home. But damn she was really crazy! hahaha. She was so high she could have ripped my shirt. NOT someone I want to be with but it was temporary fun. Afterwards I was flirting with another girl with a guy friend whom I presume was just her friend. Turns out the guy was her bf. But wth, why is the guy so accepting I was talking with his gf and why the hell the girl was flirting back. Sigh.. Must take care of her if want bring her to these places. Worse of all, waste my time -.-

2 days ago, I finished reading a 108 chapters long manga, Fullmetal Alchemist. The last 20 chapters I was really absorbed. The plot is really deep and the characters are really strong individuals, readers would root to them till the end. The Ishval Civil War and genocide, the rise of the military nation Amestri, King Bradley the Fuhrer and the heroic "Flame Alchemist" Mustang. Who should we trust? Who is in the wrong? Can so much power and stability in a country be at a price? Is there a secret behind the success of the prosperous nation? I just didn't like their atheist-like understanding in the artist's world. Gahh. What a good read. Hahaha